What should I do?

Hey everyone. I am a 25 year old girl who struggles to fit in and keep up with society. I have had mental health problems for as long as I can remember. Chronic depression, anxiety, social phobia. In high school I could handle it all pretty well but since I graduated I felt like I got dropped in to cold water. My anxiety was worse than it had ever been. I went to a lot of different schools to study but would eventually drop out. I just didn’t feel like I belonged. I would get panic attacks on my way to school, in the classroom, during breaks etc. My life went downhill from there. Atm I am at home and getting financial support. But I am constantly worrying about everything and I see my friends get on with there lifes. I don’t want to stay home forever but when I have to deal with this world alone, outside, I feel like I am going to collapse. Some side issues: I don’t know what I like, I don’t really know what I don’t like, I lack identity. I have grown up with a mom who would deal with every issue for me, so I wouldn’t have to do it. Also I have been a very sensitive person for as long as I can remember. Sometimes I think this has to do with some of my problems. I often wonder if they got the diagnosis right too. I would like to speak with people who deal with some of my issues too, or people who have some advice. During this time I can’t go to therapy, this makes things hard because I can’t talk to anyone about it. I hope u guys can help me in some sort of way. Lots of love.

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